January

You know who's with me, you know who you ain't
You know who's with me, you know who you ain't
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
Chill out, chill out, chill out
Yo yo
I, I, I

I found myself in a dark place back in January
Came out depression with more questions and Tom and Jerry
Staring back doing the same on the screens
I need the life meaning stop sending me memes
My value predetermined in the preteen years
Barely past 20 yet to even sip a beer
Construction of top 5 and you not even 5000
Shut up and keep browsing
Scrolling and scrolling, yeah your life is a duplicate
Amber heard this, who give a fuck bout the stupid shit
Criticize a legacy, your legacy hypocrite
Who am I to judge, the convict or innocent
Who am I to budge, the introvert yearning for friendship
Back in high school I was the same lil' kid
Depression envy, my penmanship sharper within
Never knew my destiny was just a life full of sin

You know who's with me you know who you ain't
You know who's with me you know who you ain't
You know who's with me you know who you ain't
Thinking you good, I'm thinking you great
You know who's with me you know who you ain't
You know what

Nah they really not ready for this one though, they not
They just not

The light been flashing my eyes since the last meet
Caught a little glimpse of demise, wonder who passed me
Popped a premonition, fourth quarter nobody could cash me
Wane off a prescription I'm feeling a little aggy
Thoughts eradicated, slide my tube socks up
Said the chat did a sweep, like if who not us
Exaggeration of a future, one day truth pop up
Manifestation, kama sutra, get your noose cut up

I found myself in a dark place back in January
But now that dark place eternal choice of habitat
Seen the side that's brighter, spite of your favorite tok tik's
Everybody's amused, infatuated with rocked Chris
I'm sitting here confused
I'll never feel 20 again
Surpassed 21, wrote that last verse in the former
Generation of my pain inside a new world order
But the bloodline murked up
Can I twiddle my fingers & kick that dust up
A solution maybe, nobody know
Everybody just as confused as you are
The feed fills me infomercials bout new cars
While I made a million dollars, drive a 2014 Subaru
Still I got bigger dreams & schemes that im pursuing through
Done selling souls for a like
In spite of seeing light coming to an end at the tunnel's begin
Catch some z's, control the aux and let the record re-spin
Higher demand