Above It All

I lay awake every night
(Night)
Afraid of closing my eyes
(Eyes)
Thoughts soaked in apathy
I let it consume me

Since the pain slips back where it came from
Step by step
The day starts from the depths of meaningless
But all of this can't break my will to exist

The earth turns around me, please let me go
I lost the will to stand above it all
Feeling the rain, turns my heart upside down
Every night, every day, makes me drown

And I realize, it's one of these days
Scrolling through my feed, trying to ignore all the hate
Strangling myself because I hate what I see,
What am I doing to me

Insecurities hover over me
Serenity from the outside, devastated from within
My mask wears thinner and thinner

All my shadows surround me
Every day is exactly the same
It's like a nightmare on repeat
On repeat

The earth turns around me, please let me go
I lost the will to stand above it all
Feeling the rain, turns my heart upside down
Every night, every day, makes me drown

Oh

Another day with the sadness dwelling in me
Sickness, and madness, making me bleed
Pictures and voices, show me the past is here
Forgotten and buried under tons of ruins

All these dead motherfuckers come back to me
Cracking my mortal shell, to strangle me

The earth turns around me, please let me go
I lost the will to stand above it all
Feeling the rain, turns my heart upside down
Every night, every day, makes me drown

The earth turns around me, (around me) please let me go (let me go)
I lost the will to stand above it all
Above it all



Credits
Writer(s): Nico Hamp, Zacharias J. Stein
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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