Spill

I get up at six AM anyway
Just to spite you in tiny ways
That I keep to myself and I wonder if it helps
When my chest just aches and swells
At every fucking breath I am taking
Will I get a moment's rest? Body shaking

If I roll out of my bed
Climb downstairs to take my meds
Will I see my life in grey and red

I remember yellow light in the hallway of the kitchen
It was spilling in
Spilling in
Spilling in
Could anyone hear me calling out
All your words filling up my mouth
On my back on the edge of your couch
Crying
I cannot erase him
I cannot erase him

I've been counting down the days
Since I last saw you in my doorframe
Your touch made me sick again
And you couldn't even say my name
Somehow I went and took the blame

If I roll out of my bed
Climb downstairs to take my meds
Will I see my life in grey and red

I remember yellow light in the hallway of the kitchen
It was spilling in
Spilling in
Spilling in
Could anyone hear me calling out
All your words filling up my mouth
On my back, on the edge of your couch
I cannot erase him, I cannot erase him
I cannot erase him, I cannot erase him

Could anyone hear me calling out
All your words filling up my mouth
On my back, on the edge of your couch
crying
I can not erase him, I can not erase the light spilling in
I can not erase him, I can not erase the light spilling in



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Writer(s): Krysten Burton
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