If I Didn't Want This

I amplify the things that don't exist
Till my reality feels fixed
Convinced myself that I'm the one you miss
Until the past feels like a bliss

Some days I wish I wasn't on my own
But even with you I'm alone
In my head I've made a little home
A place where I don't feel unknown

If I'm being honest, I wish you'd be honest with me
If I didn't want this, it wouldn't be taking all my dreams
It's like I'm being haunted by the things we'll never see
Haunted by the things we'll never be

I think I've seen this place before
The place that had my at my worst
I try to speak but it just feels rehearsed
But silence doubles all the hurt

If I'm being honest, I wish you'd be honest with me
If I didn't want this, it wouldn't be taking all my dreams
It's like I'm being haunted by the things we'll never see
Haunted by the things we'll never be

I've spent a lifetime, picturing our lifetime
That's my only lifeline, I'm always on the sidelines
I've spent a lifetime, picturing our lifetime
That's my only lifeline, I'm always on the sidelines

If I'm being honest, I wish you'd be honest with me
If I didn't want this, it wouldn't be taking all my dreams
It's like I'm being haunted by the things we'll never see

If I'm being honest, I wish you'd be honest with me
If I didn't want this, it wouldn't be taking all my dreams
It's like I'm being haunted by the things we'll never see
Haunted by the things we'll never be



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