Punked!

I don't know how to articulate
Any of the shit that I'm about to try to
I guess I should tell you that
If you're as upset as I am

Shout it, make it obvious
I didn't know you want it
Like this
Like this

Leave me, make it easier
Don't pretend you're not sick
Because you're sick

If I stay awake and close my eyes
I'm afraid that I will die
And I can't be trusted with myself
But I'm scared of everyone else

Hold it

We've been punked
We've been punked

We've been punked
Because we believed it
We've been punked
I guess I knew that we'd end up in chains

I didn't mind, I'm kind of used to restraints
I thought you'd hate me if I ever tried to change
So I stayed the same
Because It's hard to care, and it's hard to feel, and it's hard to try
So I'll just keep myself away
I don't know anybody
I hate what I'm supposed to be
But I internalize tomorrow so I can feel like shit today
Even if I wanted to complain
No one who listens gives a shit because why would they
My problems are so fucking tiny
Why should I get to hate myself this much
Why should I get to be so sick of everything
Why should I be so unhappy when my life is so fucking easy
I haven't earned the right to be miserable
And now I'm screaming about it to nobody
I know that you don't care, because you don't even know me
And I should just shut my fucking mouth
Because I sound so stupid when I'm angry
That I can't even take myself seriously and I just want it to go away
I don't know how to stop
So I'll just stay the same

おやすみ
おやすみなさい

おやすみ
おやすみなさい

ここに私の居場所はない

おやすみ
おやすみなさい

I hate myself and everything is so difficult
What was that
That was- maybe a bit too much
I don't know, was that weird
Let's just do the next one



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Writer(s): Joe O Brien
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