Time Out

'Unfortunately there's no rooms for the night
Don't think there'll ever be especially for your kind
By that I mean a troubled soul with a hunger for change
In a bid to permanently wave his troubles goodbye
Identified the failures of the world that surrounds, looking out
But when it comes to turning inward they're blind
Perhaps their vision isn't clear through their inner clouds
But I suspect its due to fear of what they could find'
Lately I've been asking questions
How can you love when you've been living selfish?
From day these words have been whispering they can help
When you got a story to sell you best speak up in this world now
But how could you cope with diamonds and pearls, wow
Astounding how the designer fur keeps the cold out
When company's vacant
Deep in a pipe dream
Praying that Dior come and saves you
I'm wrapped in this paper
So burn me up before I burn out
Our love like Jenga we'll build it up for it to fall down
My blood type tends to increase my desire for domination
Peng pum and some patience
Waiting 'til I'm loaded with that *click clack*
Watch all the opposition disappear
The boy's so mad; damn I would love to know his deepest fears
Once all that validation is underway
My insecurity burned I guess I'll be still afraid of
Loneliness, creeping in and now to rid it need to roll ahead
Tell a friend
We love that feeling when the potion hits
Brain freeze, like Mercury I want all of it
Say cheese to all those riches that the culture brings
Fake smiles, diamond chains and them golden rings
To keep you company when you're lacking someone to ask
Please, fill up my glass and make up the whole of me
I'm just thinking that we probably need some time out
Couldn't tell you when I'll be coming back
So maybe we just need to let this wind down
Look I'm just hoping that she understands me
Right now I couldn't figure for the life of
Any solution or a plan b
So I guess ill have to stick to what I know best
And make an appointment with one of my remedies
Playboy I don't play funny
Like tryna make a meal out of monopoly play money
Imaginary P's I got holes in my sentence
Listen now mind your manners cause these Q's are my best friend
We live unholy go and call up your reverend
Tell him we rock the bedstead until it need fix up
Like sounds of a flip flop on days when it's not hot
Looking at what we both got my darling its rare
Or am I dreaming again?
Eyes open I'm dragged out my slumber now
How can I face reality while these questions are rolling round
Like I don't need anybody I'd be comfortable on my own
Then why does Stella come round to drown the fear of dying alone
Cos really being lost in the world you need a crutch to survive on
Don't lie to yourself enlightenment hard to come by in times of crisis
Like Jesus Christ how did I miss this?
Sending my best wishes until the day I risk it and be comforted by
Loneliness, please forgive selfish desires and some other sins
I'll admit I need an early night when Life's A Bitch
So please, forget me not in this time of need
Maybe for reasons that are unbeknown to me
Complacency lifted my soul
I like my time alone but too much of it do me wrong
Especially somebody yearning for ego and gold
What is a king without a queen to be sharing his throne?
I'm just thinking that we probably need some time out
Couldn't tell you when I'll be coming back
So maybe we just need to let this wind down
Look I'm just hoping that she understands me
Right now I couldn't figure for the life of
Any solution or a plan b
So I guess ill have to stick to what I know best
And make an appointment with one of my remedies
Fee fi fo fum
I smell the blood of young Englishman
Terrified for when that morning comes
Waking up to an empty bed
Look, can I get a witness please? Pour that drink quick and down it b
Careful with your type of diction
Huh?
It's my life you should mind your business
Take a sip of your holy water and know when to keep your distance
This cup of cognac remaining cursed
When I'm cool with candles and candid words
To keep me company when I fear the worst
Bi-weekly imma need that purge
Got Diablo in my ear
Saying something along the lines
You do you look they'll all be fine I'll have your back
Its me why would I lie?
I'm done with these porky pies your talking
I never came for the gold so keep your clout
'Good luck staying righteous' he replied
With temptation as long as I'm around