Empty Inside

I wrote this song here outta love
I see what people talk about
When they say pushing comes to shove
Ain't here to just make excuses
but you know that I'm a thug
Now you gone I roll my painn
Up into joints to feel a buzz

Jdm I swear i miss you
Once was in my arms
but now a picture
Still regret the day that I had hit you
It's crazy that now you gone
I actually got the tools to fix you
Prayed to god for courage
Just so I could ask if we'd continue
I'm just Here to say I'm sorry
Only had dreams of us
Cutting up in ferraris
Only felt complete
when you'd tell me
That im the hardest
Know I fucked you up
But let's finish up what we started
Yeah you taught me how to love
and now I hate me
Came and then you left
So why'd you date me
Still can hear yo voice
up in my head calling me crazy
I Still got your number
in my phone saved as my baby
Swear I'd pay whatever price
just for you to be my lady
Since you left I just been empty inside
It Took a while
But ima put down my pride
Everytime you'd ask me
If I cared I'd say I didn't truth in my lies
I'm just tryna come
& make up the time
Cuz I miss you
Blood in all my tears don't need no tissue
Know my words mean less now
I'm just tryna get your friendship
so just listen
Memories in my thoughts
I'm reminiscing
I can't kiss you physically
I'm tired of constantly looking at your pictures
Jdm I swear i miss you
Once was in my arms but now a picture
Still regret the day that I had hit you
It's crazy that now you gone
I actually got the tools to fix you
Pray to god That someday we'd continue