BUT, MY LOVE

I'm sick of feelings I'm concealing start to feel I'm losing touch
What's appealing and what's real and why I'm healing on a hush
Still I'm dealing, not revealing, why they kneeling on a crutch
Through the ceiling be appealing, had to steal a bit of what
I call influence
Out the cut, I cut ties, I be into it
She the one, I see why, we be intimate
In my spot, a keen eye, she be innocent
At least what I once thought, but she intricate
She be puzzling
She a freak, I might get to muzzling
I've been underground, some' like we tunneling
Still, know I dig her like shoveling
Just a subtle hint
Through the door how we bustle in
To the bed we be hustling
We might touch a bit, I won't touch on it
Speechless after words, we be cuddling
That's how they sleep on me
Like writing ain't my expertise
It get taxing like fees on fees
I'm tryna ease the seize
Which unstable like trees on seas
My girl hot like degrees I freeze

I'm trying to chill, until I feel a sense of thrill
Know it's real, instilled the skill of which I will
Wait until I can grip and feel her and feel her feel
Running till' we together, waiting just a drill
Over hills and mountains, climbed for her I would
I would kill like thousands, what's not understood
Beating bosses, Bowsers, beings of which I should
If they in-between us doubt that they'd withstood
With stand
My heart'll sink, sunk like quick sand
Apart, her hair tie be the new wrist band
Cards played, moved slight got me like, which hand
I've cut ties, who knows why, this like a couple thick bands
Tied tight around a tube filled the width of Earth
Knowing talkings tough, I had to will a verse
With a drought of music, felt I had to nerve
I reign here, with the pen I had to spill the thirst
Her eyes, enchanting stuck in her control
My heart beat dancing, filled what once a hole
Can romancing mark the meaning must a soul
Thus embarked advancing times it takes a toll
On us