Church Boys

Sat bedside and watched my brother die
And to this day it hurts
Can't help it if I cry
Cause everything I got
Started all with you
Can hear you when I write
Don't tell me what to do
I don't think you know how much you meant
At times I want to give it up and quit
But you live in me, in all extent
I promise that I'd neva let you down
Just walk with me
I'm hurting now and no one else around
They tryna play me like I ain't the greatest
Or acting like I owe these haters favors
Still petty, guess it's anger
But today it neva show
Stopped fighting all my demons
Yea I had to let 'em go
I could neva change
Cause of faith I got everythang
He still in me, ya he still the same
And I'm still hurt, know you better, since you left earth
Miss you Dame, this a cold verse

If I said
That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying
If I said
That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying
If I said
That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying

I ain't use to all this love
Smiles in my face like I'm dumb
Can't break joy, what I become
That man in the mirror, see life clearer
Dark days past, at last, cause God nearer
They said we'd neva make it, fake statements
Practice in church, made us patient
Ayo If I wrote the lyrics, you'd play the keys
Can hear you in my songs and my dreams
That's why I keep pushing,
Twenty-eight years and still strong
I say I'm done, I'd be wrong
Remember when you left,
Ain't write a damn song in six weeks
Crying on paper, it cut deep
We still Ye and Hov
Only difference is you in my soul
Swear to God, I can't let you go
You see Granny, please let her know
I love you both, everyday it show

If I said
That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying
If I said
That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying
If I said
That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying
If I said
That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying
If I said
That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying
If I said
That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying