Swim In the Sky

Why do I feel like it's only a matter of time
Before I can swim in the sky and the clouds
Or fly in the ocean and flowers
Bloom when the moon isn't down
Mountains are found underground
Stars are aligned with my doubts
Wind blows my mind from the thoughts

Wind blows my mind from my thoughts
Is it real or shit facade
Don't believe in distant stars
Only seeing when it's not
Disappearing from the shot
It's a lot no it's not
I'm just fucked don't give up

Don't give up hold it up
Heart distorted I load it up
In the morning with foreign love
And at night I just go with the

Dissociations I'm associating with the false creations my own brain is making

I've been uh

Emotionless cause I know emotions are just chemicals
Released by my mind to feel the inevitable
Dopamine Serotonin Oxytocin and Endorphins
Tell me why they're always there but I just can not seem to notice
That I choose what is released in my mind
Who could sell me some Serotonin laced in fine booze

Anyways I don't know if my hand is really

Mine you know I just fold and throw
I don't really give a shit bout what you falling off
Ima soulless soul cause I sold my soul
To the sociopaths that stole all my hope

Is it weird? (Yes)

That I've been seeing feelings in their physical forms
Like Mister Fear is a tall dark shadow with horns
And Miss Joy is only here for the moment and gone
And brother Sadness turns to brother Madness

Ayo what's happening?
This is the Delusion
It don't identify with no gender but confusion
It's only satisfied with the help of the secluded
And Doctor Motivation always told me that I'm losing

And I've been lucid dreaming to escape this reality I made
Yesterday I was with Kanye on the stage
Namaste is a word engraved in this place
Till my whole world flips as I get sleep paralysis

Can't move shit what happened to my palaces
Waking up still and I can not see my fantasies

All I see is Mr. Fear looking at me through the mirror
Disappeared reappeared in my ear as I hear

This the last time you will have your eyes open
This your bed time for eternity I'm hoping
That you understand that your soul has importance
For my potence potent you've been chosen

No wait okay listen like (And there's nothing you could do about it)

I don't wanna die now (There's nothing you could do about it)
I don't really feel like it I'm just feeling tired out (There's nothing you could do about it)
Man please leave me for like five more minutes (There's nothing you could do about it)
I've been dismissive but I swear I'll change I'm different (And there's nothing you could Do about it)

Look just give me one more chance and let me know in advance
Maybe we could plan something maybe we just could be friends
I don't know I don't know you know what take me home
Fuck this life I'm alone fuck this life let us fall

There's nothing you could do about it
Let us fall (Fah)
There's nothing you could do about it
Let us fall
Swear there's nothing you could do about it
There's nothing you could do about it

Why do I feel like it's only a matter of time
Before I can swim in the sky and the clouds
Or fly in the ocean and flowers
Bloom when the moon isn't down
Mountains are found underground
Stars are aligned with my doubts
Wind blows my mind from the thoughts