GUTS

Time. time again
Ripping me from limb to limb
No, I never would've guessed it
That's how it's always been
You never wanted me to have another win
My sacrifices to the life we had
All gone, all gone
Gone and done
Cause I thought you were the one
But what else had I expected?
I guess you never meant it
Even though you were the one to call that feeling love
I'm still trying not to think about the nights we stayed up

Even though I remember you
And I wish I'd never gone through
Go away, forget what you've done
I would rather be all alone and up to me

I'm spilling out my guts
Cause all my feelings gone to rust
And I would rather die
Than to try
Singing, singing
Gimme, Gimme
Mine
Thought you were the one
God, that's so fucked up
Buried under 20 feet of muck
I'm tangled up in blood and guts

Performative at best
Disingenuous at worst
You ever wonder why it hurt?
I'm living off resent up until the bitter end
You're really messing with my head
And I'm so done with trying to defend it
No, I won't ever be amused
No more, no more

Now I remember you
And I wish I'd never gone through
Go away, forget what you've done
I would rather be all alone and up to me

Spilling out my guts
Cause all my feelings gone to rust
And I would rather die
Than to try
Singing, singing
Gimme, Gimme
Mine
Thought you were the one
God, that's so fucked up
Buried under 20 feet of muck
I'm tangled up in blood and guts

My, My
So quiet, so shy
But never was afraid to mess up a life
And I'm still riding the high from
Promising that I'd never leave your side
So say goodbye to all of those lies
And cry your way into my heart to
Try and make me sympathize
With nothing left to give
Do you feel no shame?
Messing up the game

Spilling out my guts
Cause all my feelings gone to rust
And I would rather die
Than to try
Singing, singing
Gimme, Gimme
Mine
Thought you were the one
God, that's so fucked up
Buried under 20 feet of muck
I'm tangled up in blood and guts

I'm tangled up in blood and guts
I'm tangled up in blood and guts