Alive (It's a Lie) [demo]

Pictures on the wall
I swear they're all getting grayer
Don't feel a thing at all
But no one's even aware
'Cause I just try to smile through all the pain
"How you been?"
"Oh I'm doing great"
But please don't ask me to promise
'Cause if I were honest

A lie, it's a lie
I may look happy but I swear that I'm dying on the inside
Survive, survive
I don't know the last time I felt truly alive
I spend way too much time laying in my bed
'Cause I don't wanna deal with my life
Ohh, a lie, its a lie
I just wanna feel alright

Sleep in 'til after noon
But I still wake up tired
Don't know what else to do
I feel so uninspired
And finding motivation never works
Every day feels a little worse
So I just pretend I'm okay
When all I want to say is

A lie, it's a lie
I may look happy but I swear that I'm dying on the inside
Survive, survive
I don't know the last time I felt truly alive
I spend way too much time laying in my bed
'Cause I don't wanna deal with my life
Ohh, a lie, its a lie
I just wanna feel alright



Credits
Writer(s): Rachel Gorman
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