It Could Be All

When I left my home
And my birth place
The very first lesson was that
This life really isn't fair

Almost everyday
For hourly pay
You give eight hours to your work
And there's no time left to play

And when I give in to anxiety
Feeling conscious of every little
Thing going inside of me

All this rage and confusion reveal
All the questions I feel
That refer to society

Maybe I should tone it down just a notch
All my friends and my family is the reason I do anything

So if I piss you off maybe think that
I do make mistakes and
I, too, am a human being

When I can, I always try to relate
Cause I know that there is no sense
In seeing through the frame of hate

Remember momma told me
Fortune and fate will
Rely on the truth
And come out in the greatest way

I never thought I needed
A big circle of friends
Cause I know in the end
What matters to me

'Cause they eventually
Show what they want from me
And I can tell how fucking
Fake their character is

But from the sea of fake friends
Like the light at the end
Of a tunnel there's a soul imperial

Walking into my life
Was the feeling that I
Had been waiting for
Since eternity

So full of beauty
Seeing right through me
I feel like I've found
The eternal sound never want to turn around

I am center you surround me
You remind me where to find me
'Cause my own mind had drowned me

I have been a seeker of peace
And before this it felt like a
Well thought fantasy

Now realize what is fake what is real
'Cause you make my whole world disappear like

When you stand in front of me
I question reality
You know not how I crave you
You know I'm here to save you
You're my only fire
My utmost desire
If I could take a leap of faith
I could make it
Or I could fall

It could be nothing
It could be all
It could be nothing
It could be all

I hate that it ended this way
I think about you every month
Every week, every other day

I know shit happens all the time
But for some reason in my mind
I just feel like there must have been another way

Relying on imagination to show what you do to my brain
When you stand right in front of me

After such a long time
I was finally around
Another soul that could match my energy

All the things that you ever did for me were a
Snapshot that got embossed in my memory

You dont know about the nights I have spent
Wide awake contemplating the loss of your company

I have heard that
Today is enough for the people who love,
Tomorrow's only for the worried

So I started cherishing "Here and Now"
All decisions of future were deep in the ground buried

If you said even your shadow was a drug
I would then sure enough be struggling with addiction

Everyday I would need to re-up
Smoking this dopamine like I got a prescription

Experiencing your care is a gem that is rare
Made me feel like
I got fucked in the mind

Only your name is the sound that it cares for
Only thing it wants to find
Like its stuck in rewind

Now I do not follow
Continuous hollow
Now where is my aura
I do not remember

Now every other thing is dead inside my head except
The only voice that tells me to find you and remember
That you are my only friend

Because I know that in the end
All the emotions that you sent towards my way were very real
And not pretend

And now I'm left alone
Always checking on my phone
I like being by my own
But I consider you my home
And since the day that you were gone
I'm feeling home-sick

When you stand in front of me
You put me in a state of trance, baby
I question reality
If you give me another chance, maybe
You know not how I crave you
You dont know bout the things that I have got to say
You know I'm here to save you
I see you everywhere, everyday

You're my only fire
You put me in a state of trance baby
My utmost desire
If you give me another chance, maybe
If I could take a leap of faith
Uh huh-uh huh
I could make it
Or I could fall

I could make it
Or I could fall
It could be nothing
It could be all
Oh I could make it
Or I could fall
It's probably nothing