ALONE (feat. Austin Rudin)

I really wanna know
What you think you've done for me
I don't know how to be alone
Feel like everybody runs from me

I only get high from the first line
The second line came for the third time
I was on the porch with a weapon and a bird's eye
Couldn't determine if I'd survive or
If I even wanted to at all
Cuz I don't wanna live inside of walls
Don't love me while I'm here
Don't you love me while I'm gone
Used to wanna be a rapper now I don't even wanna talk
Cuz suicide seem way more self-less than selfish
Don't do as I do do as I say until then
Solitary Confinement
Sensory Deprivation
Well aware I can't hide from my mind I'm impatient

I don't wanna wait no longer
I can't stand you in my face no more
Felt the shortness of breath like you buried alive
They say that you depressed while you swear that you fine
I'm not very impressed by the way that you lie
Won't dare take a step it's too scary to try
I swallow pain like some pills
I'ma blow a bag of this dope
She said you look like a villain
With all them tats on your throat
And don't tell me I ain't a real one I fed your ass I was broke
I tried to show you the hustle and now I'm standing alone

I really wanna know
What you think you've done for me
I don't know how to be alone
Feel like everybody runs from me