Feel Like Myself

Sometimes I don't feel like myself
That one time I just needed some help
But they don't really see it, til you bleeding in the hallway
They might see me smile but I been fighting demons all day
Sometimes I don't feel like myself
That one time I just needed some help
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

I been fighting with the man in the mirror it's that anxiety
Did her wrong now she look at me like there's a lie in me
Roll a wood when I'm tryna get to a higher me
I had Idols turn to opps that shit inspire me
I need to vent sometimes
This life dirty, it could use a lil rinse sometimes
I don't know how I made it here but I think sometimes
About the shit that I came from so I smoke and maybe drink sometimes, yeah yeah
Let's spill some liquor for my dawgs who ain't live to see 30
I showed up late to the party but I'm mentally early
The way I'm coming for you feeling like you sent for me surely
Ask about me, I got stripes like a referee jersey

Sometimes I don't feel like myself
That one time I just needed some help
But they don't really see it, til you bleeding in the hallway
They might see me smile but I been fighting demons all day
Sometimes I don't feel like myself
That one time I just needed some help
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

I'm rolling deep, pray the lord my soul to keep
Niggas never wanted beef, see em, they don't wanna speak
Put on for the family, if you not a wolf than you a sheep
Penitentiary chances, I take 5 to 10 like every week
Cold as Denver winter snow
Old as heavens buildings
I feel I been in this grid before
This deja Vu is filling
You can't ask me how I'm feeling
Cool, I didn't even really know
We finna make a killing
If I'm caught this how I'm finna go
I'm sleeping less, eating less and working later
If I pour into you, need you to return the favor
No more nice guy now I'm on my worst behavior
Might've been the last to get you, I'm the first to save ya

Sometimes I don't feel like myself
That one time I just needed some help
But they don't really see it, til you bleeding in the hallway
They might see me smile but I been fighting demons all day
Sometimes I don't feel like myself
That one time I just needed some help
Yeah yeah yeah yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Devin Arnold
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