Old Soul

I am... dead
Never was alive in the first place
I am twenty-five
Still reside in my birthplace
Not a bad thing
But this city is a workplace
I see alumni drive
But they two-faced
I am from a city where the young grow old
And the old don't grow
Living in a lie, just doin' what they told
I'm an old soul, yeah I know what I know
But I don't what I don't
What a guy
Smoke too much, overthink overnight
I am alive, but I don't know why
Living this life one day at a time
Living in a game, if I die, I respawn
Living in a game, if it's chess, I'm a pawn
I'm a god, I'm a queen, I'm a king, I'm a don

I am... dead
Gone with the wind, gone with the shit
Yeah, it took me ten years to mature
Dying on the inside, living on the outside
Trapped in a paradigm, never can escape my
Genjutsu, but a hate crime
Waste time, waste money and I waste lines
Now it's way too quiet by the wayside
Flying in my own head, autopilot
My headaches are brain cells having riots
My anxiety came uninvited
Crashed the party, even everyone inside it
I'm hiding a mosh pit full of violence
Dying to see the man behind my eyelids
Fighting with myself only in private