Crash

Told me her names Tomorrow
Her middle name was lust and the last ended in sorrow
Gave that bitch my heart buts only something she borrowed
Left me all alone not wishing to hit tomorrow
Should've only hit tomorrow
But instead I got attached thinking that this was love from all the pain in my past
Thinking that we could build something I hope could last
Cause now I'm starting to fill this void I have from my dad
And l pray a different cycle then both of my parents had had
I've been Persistent wishing different
I'm just hoping we don't crash crash crash
I'm just hoping we don't crash crash crash

She told me her name was Keshia
We were only just kids but damn it's so good to meet ya
She's the first of the cycle so you can call her the leader
She was tall as the sky but still I thought I could reach her
Thought that I was really shore but really I should've beached her
Really shouldn't believe her
Told me that she liked me and I told her ass I loved her
Move a couple months and now we headed to the summer
And now she went and cheated on me bummer
Now self expressions something new I had discovered
Cause I was sad as fuck but the hurting had made me tougher
I really liked her cause she used to let me go and touch her
Guess that's from the pain when you grow up without a mother
Feeling awe shit man, damn here comes another
I'm trying not to become her
From my past trauma that's lies here undiscovered
This right here might just be a cycle of my past
But in the end I'm thinking this might last
I'm just hoping I don't crash crash crash
I'm just hoping I don't crash crash, yea yea

She said her name was Yalonda
Told me about her future and how she just like her momma
She was always so quiet but kept it solid regardless
She was all about family's and friends and being honest
She was all about money but somehow mixed in the drama
She was all about school and getting it from the bottom
I wanted the devil comfortable not the person who'd solve em
Hid behind my ego and that was part of the problem
Could've been a perfect duo still wish that I had my robin

I wish I'd comprehend you were the best thing for me then
Sometimes I'm my head I wish to call you more then friend
I really think that we'd be goals but I ain't tryna start a trend
How them other niggas treat you now that they know your a ten
I wish these niggas could've been there when your spent
It's crazy how we grow and time puts things to an end
But before the karma starts to go extend
I'm just out here praying in the end
I'm just hoping I don't crash crash crash
I'm just a product of my past past

All these cycles come around and I just crash
Why I feel like your not here but I'm still living in the past
All these girl just come around and I just think that I might pass
I still give of the impression I'll cuff when l just really wanna smash
I hate when people talk about you good or bad I get anxiety so fast
These thoughts keeps coming up like a rash
This is from the trauma that I stashed
I know I'm trying here just to change
I'm so built off insecurities
That I will not say a thing to any bitch that try's to come my way
Cause love still seems so out of range
Why is it my ex and kid keep replaying in my brain
Why is it that mentality that I'm starting to feel drained

I want the best of what life has to bring
I want my name up on the stage
I want the money plus the fame
I know it all sounds kind of strange I think my goals I can obtain
But I'm hoping me and you can stay the same

I'm just hoping I don't crash crash crash
I'm just learning from my past past