Caffeine

In my room, in my bed
Wasting my time on the internet
I had planned on being better now
But I've only made it worse somehow
I told you I was trying
It was a lie

Still haven't touched the oreos
You got for Halloween
Been living off of chewing gum and caffeine
I take the stairs, convince myself it's healthy
Then wonder why I end up feeling heavy

It's the twentieth night in a row
That I'm watching Supernatural
Don't even know if I like it
But it's easier than trying
To get up or find help
Or tell someone I don't think I can love myself

Still haven't touched the oreos
You got for Halloween
Been living off of chewing gum and caffeine
I take the stairs, convince myself it's healthy
Then wonder why I end up feeling heavy
Pick up the signs
When I say I'm fine
Cause I'm falling apart
But don't yell at me
I break so easily
And give in to the thoughts

It doesn't bring me joy
Don't know what I'm doing this for
Could you please hold my hand
As I try to get up again

Still haven't touched the oreos
You got for Halloween
Been living off of chewing gum and caffeine
I take the stairs, convince myself it's healthy
Then wonder why I end up feeling heavy
Pick up the signs
When I say I'm fine
Cause I'm falling apart
But don't yell at me
I break so easily
And give in to the thoughts



Credits
Writer(s): Rob Kalmès
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