Victim

Spent so long trying to
Figure out what I am
Seventeen and
I look like a grown man
Detonating all the memories
While I can
To let it all go

Broken bottles in the parking lot
Where he stole
Someone else's virginity
It was so damn cold
Now I'm so fucking tired
Of playing this damn role

I'm playing the victim
It's all in my system
But then when night comes
I dance with devil

I lost all of my friends
I tried to impress them
It didn't work out

I put in the effort
They made feel lesser
So I overstressed it
Because of the pressure

I try to remember
The days that are worse and
I'm playing the victim

My feelings aren't valid
Killing me like a savage
Put in the work
Put in the effort
And they still manage

To fuck up my habits
Try to take it for granted
But no one understands it
(Nobody understands it)

I'm trying to compare it
Myself to people and it's
Taking over my whole life
And I don't know what to do

I'm playing the victim
It's all in my system
But then when night comes
I dance with devil

I lost all of my friends
I tried to impress them
It didn't work out

I put in the effort
They made feel lesser
So I overstressed it
Because of the pressure

I try to remember
The days that are worse and
I'm playing the victim

I like to give myself attention
I think you need to learn a lesson
Maybe I don't like playing the victim
Victim Victim

I like to give myself attention
I think you need to learn a lesson
Maybe I don't like playing the victim
Victim Victim

I'm playing the victim
It's all in my system
But then when night comes
I dance with devil

I lost all of my friends
I tried to impress them
It didn't work out

I put in the effort
They made feel lesser
So I overstressed it
Because of the pressure

I try to remember
The days that are worse and
I'm playing the victim