Immor-fatality (feat. KAMI)

Stuck in the middle of always wanting to die
And pushing myself to limits you never know if you don't strive
I got the feeling of wanting to live my life
But missing without a sign or memory of me sounds right
There is a fire that's burning me up alive
It's hurting but I'm inspired
It's uncertain when I roll dice
Immorfatality will I become a casualty?
Or will I keep on battling, remembered in my old rhymes?

I'm standing in the twilight like Rock did
But Revy ain't gonna save me, when I'm crazy
With a couple of glocks lit
There ain't no way to turn back the clocks kid
It's scary and I'm weary 'cause I think I've been locked in
The shock hits
I've got the talent of gods kin
They cast me out like lucifer
The true is though, my prison has got thin
And I am the locksmith
Be free when I wanna
Got too comfortable inside my cell
I leave, I'm a goner
Can I breathe through the warnings that my body's sending, false signals
It's a new world and yet I'm holding onto old symbols
I know I got it but this fear of life not simple
Sometimes the only vibe is end it with a cold pistol
I feel so timid yet the same time I'm unstoppable
I see my goal so vivid but my motivations volatile
The path ahead ain't rigid feels like I'm my only obstacle
It's hard to keep on swimming when my bodies so dissolvable

Stuck in the middle of always wanting to die
And pushing myself to limits you never know if you don't strive
I got the feeling of wanting to live my life
But missing without a sign or memory of me sounds right
There is a fire that's burning me up alive
It's hurting but I'm inspired
It's uncertain when I roll dice
Immorfatality will I become a casualty?
Or will I keep on battling
Remembered in my old rhymes?

I got these days I am a juggernaut
Godzilla is stomping cities
Storm the shores, with bullets whizzing past my head
I'm wanting victory
Can I keep momentum?
I don't understand what's gotten in me
Fall before the end
My friends are waiting, I am not attending
Welcome me back, no one can save me from this dark place
My thoughts are swimming circles and I'm bleeding in this shark tank
So many mental hurdles, desperate, searching for a dry bank
So I can sit alone, I'm skipping stones until a spark takes
And when it does its beautiful, breathe, business as usual
I don't need pharmaceuticals when I am so immovable
I'm lying and delusional
I know, you never left
I pushed you to the side but that's just what you do to give your best
I'm trapped inside these mindsets
Live forever, die next
Will I be immortal or should I be saving my breath?
I keep on pushing through the strife I am diminished
And some days I think this life will be the only thing I finish

Stuck in the middle of always wanting to die
And pushing myself to limits you never know if you don't strive
I got the feeling of wanting to live my life
But missing without a sign or memory of me sounds right
There is a fire that's burning me up alive
It's hurting but i'm inspired
It's uncertain when I roll dice
Immorfatality will I become a casualty?
Or will I keep on battling remembered in my old rhymes?