Participation Trophy Wife

Stand next to me
I'm feeling weak I'm feeling anxious
And I want to go to sleep
If you broke both my knees
I could stay in bed forever
And I'd never have to find my keys
Where the fuck did I put them?

I, I need all my teeth to fall out
Like they do when I'm asleep
And I mean I hope that I get hit by a truck
And it shatters all my bones
Lay down with me
When you are lonely and destructive
And you always second guess what it means
What we perceive cus when you're only treading water
You can miss out on all there is to see, oh

I, I wish I knew how to shut up and read the room
I'm busy looking for the context clues
And you I will admit
You've got a special gift for it
But you're not looking to forgive, oh
I wanna give it to you one more time
I wanna give it to you one more time
I wanna give it to you one more time
Oh

I, I need a pen so I can write down all these stupid prophecies
Before I go to sleep and I, I need a hand
If you can pull me out again I swear I'll try not to jump back in, oh