Villain

Been sick with the music
Ever since I could do it
I was never under any illusion that I might lose it
But I will use it
Imma nuisance
Cause I'm not the norm
I wore another man's shoes then I took them off
I got my own pair I ain't tryna fit in yours
If I'm not the best man I'm next up
But I never cared for that stuff yeah
I just want recognition
Put on their headphones, take a listen
I don't want no fame but I do wanna make a living
A lot on my plate I got a lot of decisions
Everyone has a hand in their story
The sun don't always shine it's gets stormy
Very easy to see the bad days and shift the blame
To another person
They all wanna see you fail, until you show them otherwise
Then they tell you they believed
But I tell them I disagree
Then I go double the time spilling the rhymes
Nodding your head because you are feeling the vibe
Cause I got like forty five songs in the back
Won't ever release them, that's facts yeah
Man all of us have some bad days
No one ever should hold onto that pain
I guess what I'm tryna say it's good to let it go to know the sun from rain

They tryna tell me I'm the villain
Lately I can't tell the difference
Tryna tell me I'm a sinner
I'm just a man with religion
They tryna tell me I'm the villain
Lately I can't tell the difference
Tryna tell me I'm a sinner, sinner, sinner

I'm a little bit twisted of course
But I have said that before
If I knock, will you open the door?
You can try but I can't be ignored
Heart of a savage I mentally ravage and leave all in panic woah
Mind over matter when climbing the ladder the people they come and they go

We all know it's complicated, fame and I ain't cooperating
Man the doctor called me crazy and because of that he's now operating
But the hip hop hospital is failing.
It pushed me out cause I'm too shady?
My vision hazy, do they even like your music? Maybe
Sad cause you think that you can rap
You're just another copycat
Your words I don't think like that
Same car but I got different gas
Y'all shop at the same store
Then complain about what you paid for
What's the point of tryna buy the things in life if you can't get joy from it woo
Millions really is hilarious when I think about it
Cause an idiot throws away a person for the mula
Living so oblivious really did never see what a penny can really mean
I'm serious really is life changing man

They tryna tell me I'm the villain
Lately I can't tell the difference
Tryna tell me I'm a sinner
I'm just a man with religion
They tryna tell me I'm the villain
Lately I can't tell the difference
Tryna tell me I'm a sinner, sinner, sinner
I'm just a man with a mission