Sincerely, Fuck You

I'm so alone, shut up, I ain't mad at you
I found peace in the silence, call my name, and I'm back to you
Gettin' sick of the hidin', all this time I've been spendin' alone low
Gettin' sick of anxiety, don't know how much longer I can hold on

My chest gettin' number as I talk, my head gettin' fucked up
Exhale all the pain, I found takin' drugs help me with the, nothin', nothin' at all
Resorted to smokin' and drinkin', I found out my weakness, overthinkin'
I hope that you know I'm not okay
I thought you could save me, but you're just a demon

Why love? Every time I try to change I feel like I'm fucked up
More trust, you left me scarred broken, how the fuck you ignore us?
Ignore us, you left me with no trust, are you happy now? Used me with no fucks
I've been feelin' alone, oh

I'm so alone, shut up, I ain't mad at you
I found peace in the silence, call my name, and I'm back to you
Gettin' sick of the hidin', all this time I've been spendin' alone low
Gettin' sick of anxiety, don't know how much longer I can hold on

Walk through the shadow of death
Just to find out you couldn't save me, now I'm so lost
Demons stand over my chest, I've been wishin' I'm perfect, but trust me, I'm far from it
I needed your heart, and it hurt me to know I've fallen miles apart
I needed your trust, and trust me, I'm fucked up, I've been, uh

Fuck, I don't need you
Give me a reason, I need closure 'cause I'm overthinkin'
Tired of fillin' my lungs on the weekend, but a phone call is as close as we get
Right my wrong (how do I know?), ain't no sign for the way that I'm feelin'
No check-up, guess I'm fucked up fightin' these demons
I need a new touch from someone who needs me

I'm so alone, shut up, I ain't mad at you
I found peace in the silence, call my name, and I'm back to you
Gettin' sick of the hidin', all this time I've been spendin' alone low
Gettin' sick of anxiety, don't know how much longer I can hold on