Waited Too Long

I'm over contemplation
I've disregarded all the times i could've spoken to you of it

I thought I'd grown more patient
I'm more anxious than before
It seems inaction overtook ambition
An endless loop of indecision
And still I do nothing about it

I believe I've hit a standstill
And the only thing to do is to perpetuate a deep adherence
There's nothing left but perseverance
And all the hints I should've taken

I've waited too long
Too afraid to make a move
I've watched for so long
Come about a new excuse
Oh
To hold back
To stay restrained
To take advantage of each chance to walk away

Stuck with what was safest
Oh
Never dared to look beyond the rule I was confined to

Thought I'd be courageous
I'm half of what I thought I'd be
I've set my heart on finding reason
Another day, another season
Gone by without a sentence

Because I've waited too long
Too afraid to even speak
I've watched for so long
I'll have another go next week
Still I hold back, Still I refrain
I've convinced myself to stand in my own way

No need to stress about it
Not much I can do anyway