Painkillers

I'm drowning in my feelings
How am I still bleeding
Need to put more patches again

And I'm just tryna heal it
Need some more painkillers
'Cause I need to numb this pain

Tripping in my feelings, counting every tears
Trip in my emotions fighting in my heart
Everything is wrong or maybe it's just me
Losing my persona tryna hide those scars

Feeling like I'm burning but this world is still cold
Tryna recover alone at 3am
Finding myself drunk as fuck looking in the mirror
And seeing all those ghosts reaching me in the back

Why you acting like it's everything always my fault?
I'm losing my control and my soul, that's the shit you told me
I lost so many people because of this fucking mold
I sacrifice my best friend, tell her that I'm sorry

Got too much shit in my head
I'm sleeping "par terre"
Instead of the bed
I'm feeling so bad

Because of my feelings
I need some more painkillers
And my phone is still ringing
"You're still breathing?"

I'm drowning in my feelings
How am I still bleeding
Need to put more patches again

And I'm just bad at healing
Need some more painkillers
'Cause I need to numb this pain

From the first to the third world
The money is lacking overseas, so I'm gon make more
I wanna make my city rich like the capital
'Cause nowadays everything is getting tragical

There is no me on my feelings
Because on my feelings it's just the way I'm fucking living
I haven't seen a doctor, I haven't seen religion
But these two to my love ones are just blocking good decisions

They've been eating from my plate
They have spitted on my face
And the worst is that I'm late?
Nah

Is that I took this as a challenge
Deleted the old ones and I found my new balance

Money can't buy happiness
Painkillers don't heal this mess
But only the tears wetting the floor

I'm drowning in my feelings
How am I still bleeding
Need to put more patches again

And I'm just bad at healing
Need some more painkillers
'Cause I need to numb this pain



Credits
Writer(s): Jordan Lenoir
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