Another Story

First of all I wanna say I'm sorry to my family for being absent
Been feeling so much pressure lately I have to practice
Being present cause honestly there are some things we have to address
Before we can move forward and put it into the mattress like
I don't think we learned enough
Wasn't financially literate really it made us tough
I just got up out this situation had to spend some bucks
And it's crazy I'm repping Tampa and I haven't had the luck
But I couldn't put that solely on my family
I'm owning my mistakes and it's crazy to take the Plan B
But it ain't as simple living with the thoughts
That I can't take care of my daughter the way I want to
This ain't the army homie I ain't everything I can be
While y'all be trying to hoorah
I'm simply trying to find a place where I could take my shoes off
What's crazy my homie told me I have to find me two jobs
Why is it so complicated and got me praying to God

They told me you can be everything that you claim to be
The bottom hurt for so long it almost made me weak
I suffered over and over and had to get up out my head
Made some better decisions before my thoughts can leave me dead now
Even when I fail I just put it on a scale
Weigh my options I ain't scared now
You can put it all to bed now another story I can tell now

How could you honestly understand my situation
Have you ever worked hard and then was told to be patient
They sleeping on me but don't need that kind of deprivation
Pay back for all of my niggas so call that reparations
Looking at me my sun is brighter you can't ignore it
I'm the light you heading towards it
Press play and I'm guaranteed to send you forward
My latest crushes with Gemini's, Libra's and Taurus
And a Capricorn I couldn't have but that's another story
My life's a journey to say the least, got topics from A to B
I never stopped believing and played the beat
My Mama in the hospital that's something I hate to see
Cause we lost her sisters homie
And that's something that I can't believe
The same year that's insane to me
Back-to-back and I pray for Peace
Of Mind heart body and soul
But we didn't have so many losses that is taking its toll
Tell me what do you do when there's an ache in your skull
Do you allow yourself to feel the steps you taking to grow
Believe me slapped with reality I'm hating this show
On top of that my credit sank and I'm broke
I'm angry and hope, maybe one day we'll have better days
Give me a light I wanna levitate
They told me just settle for second place
But I won't settle and won't hesitate no I won't hesitate

They told me you can be everything that you claim to be
The bottom hurt for so long it almost made me weak
I suffered over and over and had to get up out my head
Made some better decisions before my thoughts can leave me dead now
Even when I fail I just put it on a scale
Weigh my options I ain't scared now
You can put it all to bed now another story I can tell now



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