I'll Never Change

I've got this feeling in my brain that I can't control
I envy everyone who doesn't feel a thing at all
Seeing everybody cope makes me feel so small
I turn around, drown it out, building up my wall

But then again is it worth it all to feel so numb
Feel so useless, self destructive, like a loaded a gun
To the point where every challenge that you've overcome
Is just another path to the next one

Now I'm fighting with my mind
This seems to happen every time
And now my heart is going dark
I think I might have lost my spark
Now I'm losing who I was
Closing off myself because
Deep down I know it's just a phase
But I fear I'll never change

Still got the feeling in my brain that I can't control
But does it really even matter that I feel so small
Seeing everybody coping makes me optimistic
It's time for change, no surprise, be more realistic

But then again is it worth it all to feel so numb
Feel so useless, self destructive, like a loaded a gun
To the point where every challenge that you've overcome
Is just another path to the next one

Now I'm fighting with my mind
This seems to happen every time
And now my heart is going dark
I think I might have lost my spark
Now I'm losing who I was
Closing off myself because
Deep down I know it's just a phase
But I fear I'll never change

Hide myself, never fix the problem
Get nowhere I just hit the bottom
My heart tells me that I'll beat this stage
But my head tells me
I'll never change
Yeah, I'll never change



Credits
Writer(s): Benjamin Morrissy
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