Worst Case Kid

Dysphoria melts me when I get home
Try to loosen my shoes, she said, "Leave it alone"
But I tighten her words around my wrists
Like I've only been hers, like I've only had this

Sittin' by the river with the sky in her eyes
I always feel like a tourist, wanna know what it's like
I've been starin' down the barrel of another life
Said, "I could've been a lawyer, we would've been fine," then

Walkin' around with my head down
I'm a worst case kid in a plague pit town
Standin' at the stake, say, "I'm cool by myself"
But I'm a liar in the end, I'm gonna need your help

And look at you, a killer with a jaw for news
I always feel like a tourist, only came here for you
I've been staring down the barrel of another life
You said I could've been your courage, we could've been
We could've been fine

We could've been fine
Could've been

All of the ways that it's too late now
Wearin' your clothes as the clouds came down
Callin' my friends, said, "The witch is dead"
Cut through the park, tryna catch my breath

Dysphoria melts me when I get home
Try to loosen my shoes, she said, "Leave it alone"
But I tighten her words around my wrists
Like I've only been hers and we could've been fine