right now idk

I've never been in love like this
I didn't know that I could be so at peace
So since you called time on our tranquility
Don't know how to the shake the anxiety
Should've known pride would come before a fall
Would've been stupid to think it would go on forever
But hopefully, likewise
The rain that came that day will subside

But it's been a really long time
And I'm still waiting for the sun to shine

Maybe one day, I will pick myself up
One foot in front of the other and go
Maybe I'll put myself all back together and grow
(But right now, I don't)
Maybe it all will have been for the best
Sent down to teach me what I didn't know
Maybe I'll get back the high that came before the low
(But right now, I don't know)

Never felt so pathetic, the way it's affecting
Me so much is kinda scary
All alone in my bed with a crack in my voice
Saying, "Okay Google, play Mariah Carey"
Got my head on the pillow with tears dripping down
I can't breathe like I used to
I have to tell myself that I'll recover
But I don't know if it's chronic, I don't know how to

Mend again, I don't want to go back to how I was before
I have to just move forward and hope that I can overcome it

Maybe one day, I will pick myself up
One foot in front of the other and go
Maybe I'll put myself all back together and grow
(But right now, I don't)
Maybe it all will have been for the best
Sent down to teach me what I didn't know
Maybe I'll get back the high that came before the low
(But right now, I don't know)

I know you'll always have a piece of my heart
But I don't know if mine will grow back
You made me better that I was before
But I don't know if I can sustain it on my

Maybe one day, I will pick myself up
One foot in front of the other and go
Maybe I'll put myself all back together and grow
(But right now, I don't know)
Maybe it all will have been for the best
Sent down to teach me what I didn't know
Maybe I'll get back the high that came before the low
(But right now, I don't know)

Ah-ah ah ah-ah
Oh, I don't know, know
Ah-ah ah ah-ah (right now, I don't)
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ah-ah



Credits
Writer(s): Monopoly Phonic
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