I Hate This Song

I'm walkin' down the street, I'm high, nobody know
Find me on the block won't say, "Hello," I'm no show
Sing, I won't, I don't like to, but though I do it in my room
In front of you, y-you

I wanna tell you something true (I want to)
Fool, like a fool, like a fool in front of you
I can't bear the truth, got some truth on my tooth
Line 'em up like they proofs
Take a pic, I'm a lunatic, egg me on
Now I'm losin' it, think I'm proving it
Really shootin' shit, realize it, throw a pity fit ego
Fall to bits, can't choose which me to pick or which me isn't it, oh-oh

I wanna tell you something else (I want to)
Chill, like I'm chill, like I'm chill, and sometimes with you, we can be
Still, still from everything, time to kill, we go amble up that hill
Freedom tramples our worries, left at the bottom
We instill the kind of time, that's fulfilling, and then we stand atop that hill (hill)
But there's always something new, something new

Change, change, change, like it's change, I can't run away, I can't run
Every face, I feel a shadow cast, over every day, doing something fake
Okay snake, run away, I stay the same, damn, that seems lame
It's like a game that you play, and sometimes you don't wanna play

Fiend for the dopamine, king me with material things
I sing for the love it brings, drug use is on the upswing
I sing screen hooked up to machine, useless without the caffeine
I'm smokin', burning all the green, pain comes back, so then I reconvene

Freaky for the money, got pills in my belly
Make a promise I'll never do that again
Dummy, it ain't funny, with feelings, all kinda runny
I don't know if peace is with me, amen