Crawling On My Knees

Why do I feel the way I do? When I'm with you, I'm alright
When I'm alone, I lose myself, I can't make it through the night
Why do I feel the way I do? When I'm with you, I'm alright
When I'm alone, I lose myself, I can't make it through the night (yeah, ayy)

I'm crawling on my knees like a dope fiend
Looking for the next hit, searching for the dragon
Yeah, I'm a dick, but I'm addicted to you, baby
To be alone is something I cannot imagine
You're like dopamine for my brain
The roots in the trees and the leaves to my life
The picture to my frame
The pistol on my hip, well, I think you got the gist
You're the one I wanna be with, yeah

I don't want the drama, baby, save it for your mama
Had to get my shit together, had to make a couple commas
I had some bitches on the side, but they could never get me high
But with you, I feel like I can touch the sky
When you leave, my soul gets drained from my body
I think I really need somebody
Yeah, so please tell me that you're that somebody
I really don't wanna be left with nobody, ayy

You are the pain in my stomach, the tears in my eyes
The fear of losing it all had me looking up at the sky
Hoping that when I die is before your eyes
I can't fathom having to lay these flowers down by your side
Now, I know it's been a rollercoaster going off the rails
Been through hell and back and still decided not to bail
Even when the ship was gonna sink, you never sailed on me, yeah (yeah, ayy)

Cold turkey off the pills, mad as fuck for no reason
Having panic attacks, I thought my brain was bleeding
I felt so alone those days
Coming home to you was the only way to feel okay
Enough to find a way to get away from all the grey
Clouds that surround Baby Bone smacked me in my face
Keep me humble as I mumble in the jungle
And for the cookie, hope I never have to crumble, yeah

Why do I feel the way I do? When I'm with you, I'm alright
When I'm alone, I lose myself, I can't make it through the night
Why do I feel the way I do? When I'm with you, I'm alright
When I'm alone, I lose myself, I can't make it through the night

Why do I feel the way I do? When I'm with you, I'm alright
When I'm alone, I lose myself, I can't make it through the night
Why do I feel the way I do? When I'm with you, I'm alright
When I'm alone, I lose myself, I can't make it through the night