The Plan

Yeah I told myself "maybe again"
But it seems I never win
How can I begin?
Lost from that first time
Lost from that first night
Bet it will be all fine
Where did you go? And why don't i know?
Where have you been all this time?

I've been thinking of those times
And whats wrong with my mind
What I could do
If I was fine, I was fine

Where'd it really go? Why'd it build up?
I don't really know, like fuck
Do you really know why?
No? Just go lie?

So tell yourself - just tell me
Why you sit there talkin like you want me?
It's off and on all the time you just taunt me
Just look at me and tell me when you're goin

Say it all again - Give it up? I can't
It's like I'm spinnin, I'm too stuck
Cuz you were the plan

You were the plan
You were the plan
You were the plan

Thought i told myself "never again"
Cuz it seems i never win
Where do i begin?
Lost from that first time
Lost from that first night
Bet it will be all fine
Where did you go? And why don't i know?
Where have you been all this time?
Its like im looking right through you
But you constantly stay on my mind

What you really need? What you really know?
Why'd it all begin and why did it go?
Still dont get those lies, but it's hard not to give a damn
Cuz you were the plan