Hold On

And I wanna hold on
And even if I'm gone
I'd never wanna let you down
Something inside of me is gone now
And I wanna hold on
And even if I'm wrong
I'd never wanna make you doubt
The love we never got to find out

I don't know who you are now
You used to love me, now everything changed
I can feel every scar, but
Now I'm all numb whenever there's pain
Take a knife, tear my heart out
Still would've begged, I'm hoping you'd stay
Breaking down in my car, I
Know if I crashed, you still won't be fazed

Really though we had it all, yeah
Laying on the roof and counting these stars
I never thought we'd fall apart and
Even if we did, it'd never be this hard
I don't know where to go, 'cause
You're my place, I felt so at home
Now these nights are getting real-cold
With my friends, I still feel alone, yeah

I know we both gotta say goodbye
It hurts the most, 'cause I know I tried
Can't see your pain, but you can see mine
Now our memory's the one thing that survived

And I wanna hold on
And even if I'm gone
I'd never wanna let you down
Something inside of me is gone now
And I wanna hold on
And even if I'm wrong
I'd never wanna make you doubt
The love we never got to find out
So I'm gonna-

Hold on tight, even when I know that I should let go, I
Been holding on to something that I don't even know is real
Losing track of all that I feel
Tried to tell myself I should hate you, but I think that I love you still
And I don't know what's right in this, if I should fight for this
Given all the things that you did?

Our time was just lies and bliss and we were liking it
But now I feel so stupid
For getting attached to something we both knew never would last
And now I don't know you
Foot on the gas and if I could just hold you
But that time's passed and now I'm supposed to move on

Find some better things to do with my time
And I've been tryna move past you, I can't lie
But you keep running circles 'round my mind
And I just wanna hold you one more time (and I wanna hold on)

And even if I'm gone
I'd never wanna let you down
Something inside of me is gone now
And I wanna hold on
And even if I'm wrong
I'd never wanna make you doubt
The love we never got to find out
So I'm gonna-