Window Pane II.

Welcome to my world
Where it's about to get dark
A place where there's only one light
But it's appearing so far
Lost count of how many times
That I was stabbed in the heart
The kind of symphony you won't hear in most art
A lot pain in me, but I can't cry
Seems like everything is flatlining, but I can't die
And sadly been trapped in a cage
So you know I can't fly
And they might even clip my wings
Till I can only dream of blue skies
For the first time
I have to admit I that was blinded
Everyone told me this would happened
And of course, I never mind it
But, then again was I really?
Everything that's happening, I actually saw it
And I even spoke directly when I called it

Now, a fight in my head of
Do I release the details?
I mean I paid a price for this story, and
I hate doing re-tells
But, I know you listening and
I ain't gon make your name famous
Plus, there's only one name I magnify, and
His name's Greater
So just know
I forgive you for all the lies
I forgive you for all heartaches and dark times
I forgive you for saying your vowels
While looking me dead in the eyes
And knowing that everything you were saying Was really all a lie
I forgive you for everything that you said on August twenty-nine
I forgive you for the incident that resulted in June third at the house
I forgive you for seven years of it all
Just to leave your spouse
I forgive you for chasing the
Money, power, and status
I forgive you for all that was said in the midst of All of your madness
I forgive you for every broken promise
That was dear to my heart
And I want you to know that I ain't mad at you
It just tore me apart
And it's a tough road to recovery
But forgiveness is a start
And Y'all be praying for me, because God knows
This mind's full of thoughts
And to the family, y'all will always have a place In my heart
Y'all did everything you could to bring me
Hope in this dark
Matter of fact I've been seeking help to gain a better understanding
And I get it now
Me and you it had nothing to do with
You grew tired of trying to be everything
Everyone else wanted you to be
And since I was your safe place
You let it all out on me
You let your past and upbringing
Lead you to selfish and greed
Now we signing dotted lines
Under the fine print that we read
Congratulations
You're almost to the top where you dream to be
You gon make sure you the first they introduce In the family
You Said you tired of pleasing other people
And wanted to do what you want
Now a chip on your shoulder
So you spend a lot of time in the crunch

But what if all that money, power, and status Was stripped away from you
Would you even be able to live or function
The way that you ought to
I hope in the end, it'll all be worth it
I hope every picture you painted
Actually turns out perfect
And not like the one that you're staining deeply Beyond the surface
And God, I know I ain't deserve this
And what you have for me
A far greater purpose
So even in the midst of the storms
I thank You
And after the broken-hearted divorce
I thank You
For helping me honor my wife till the end
I thank You
And devil, you will never get the glory
Out of my life
Because you can't change a man
Who understands the finished work of Christ
Yusef