The light got away

There's a war inside you don't know why
Believe in what they say to you, both voices aligned
Convinced that's it's a wave truth when it flood of lies
It's not at all what it seems you'll be alright
Take your time, take that rest, you feel alright
Cause even when it's dark outside there's a beam of light

Appearing in the daylight, entering trance
Control is out of question, can't get a glance
I'm feeling ever so lost inside these lights
I'm Going around in circles, until I fly
Hope to see you from up here, up in the sky
I'm reaching the surface, the borderline
I feel the way out is near
Right when I saw, you disappeared
Don't leave me hanging so heavy tonight

So I stay
If I just forgot,Then you would of got away
Distance getting closer with each day, when I go asleep
The creation of a new begging,Can we get one step closer to the end
Of it all

If I moved on from it,These dreams wouldn't make me crawl
Through every corner to catch you You're hard to find, your buried in the walls of mine
Even if it's a fraction of life It's raised to reinstall
And cure everything that was left behind