Undertow

There's a boulder in my stomach
And it's hard to breathe
Doubled over as I come to grips
With all I cannot see
Powerless against everything you said
And everyone
I haven't felt this low in so long
And I cannot run

There's a flutter in my chest
And I can feel it beat
Duck and cover from the storm
Of life events near me
Is it really any wonder we fear this uncertainty?
Tie me down and put me under, just get me away from me

I'm losing my mind, all I think about is me
I get stuck inside
I believe, heart and soul, so much shit I think that I control
But I swear I'm fine
How much lies behind all the things we think we know?
Do you know if he's alright?
Undertow, let it go, so much shit the surface doesn't show
Just out of sight
Take away the things I think I need

Make it clear the problem is in me
Self-sufficiency has left me cold, alone, and weak
I can't talk myself out of this
I'm too scared to speak
Detrimental intellect
Thinking that we know what's best
Ask yourself: have you ever felt regret?
Oh, maybe something that you said?
Did you argue in your head?
Have you ever been misled?

And did you know you were misled?

I'm losing my mind, all I think about is me
I get stuck inside
I believe, heart and soul, so much shit I think that I control
But I swear I'm fine
How much lies behind all the things we think we know?
Have you heard if she's alright?
Undertow, let it go, so much shit the surface doesn't show
Just out of sight