I Recall

Aye Big Gen let's go to work
Serg on the beat

I can't recall last time you checked on me but want to demand respect from me
Approach me and get stole on you fall down I yell punch buggy
Barely sent a nigga lunch money made a promise then took it back
Lucky I ain't get that PPP loan I fuck around and would've got you whacked
I recall getting my college grades thinking my report card on fleek
You asked how I'm passing with a C I'm like damn Cs get degree's
I can tell that you was so displeased at least that's what it sounded like to me
Then you short changed me on the cheese a dime from you I won't never need
Blood is not thicker than the water I got my book money from Arland
Couldn't imagine life without Barbara especially in that dorm room starving
They the reason I been goin harder
They believe that I can take this farther
I recall the day I lost my father
Hit my line you ain't even bother
I recall summer twenty-eleven
That's the starting point of our beef
Next year when my granny died you was at the funeral you ain't even speak
Granddad never kept it G I was just too blind to ever see
Next year uncle Monty died put aside my pride just to bring the peace
Why I have to be the bigger man I swear I used to be your biggest fan
One thing I can't understand what the fuck I do to make you mad
Unc said we should talk it out probably let the past be the past
Sorry I'm a stubborn little bastard safe to say I got it from my dad

People paint me as a villain I recall something different
Came with genuine intentions
They did me wrong and played victim
When that henny in my system that's the time I start venting
I recall I kept it real I recall yawl didn't

I recall I was so naive
Everything you told me I believed
Never thinking you would lie to me
Had me thinking it was Halloween
I ain't talking about no trick or treating
I'm just saying how I was deceived
I'm just saying you wasn't what you seemed
Took advantage of my self esteem
I recall bringing up my feelings you brushed it off barely even listened
You set it off but I'm the one that's tripping I was your dog you turned me to a gremlin
Everything I said I'd do I did everything I said I am I is
I recall all your double standards how the fuck yo ex ex yo friend
I recall you was sending pictures before I even knew about a twitter
Pleasing me wasn't your agenda I went on Snapchat and got attention
Really did make poor decisions we really never gave true forgiveness
Really made lots of sacrifices but couldn't imagine life if I didn't
I recall I was sexing you when my replacement was texting you
Drunk off trops you gave me top then rode my dick in yo living room
I recall you whining about some bitches then get quiet when I mention niggas
I recall feeling all the tension linking up was such a bad decision
Fuck we doing fussing in the kitchen animosity in our spirits
Inside voices getting weary the hate you had for me I saw clearly
Everything happens for a reason
Fuck it I'm finished let the hook play Gen

People paint me as a villain I recall something different
Came with genuine intentions they did me wrong and played victim
When that henny in my system that's the time I start venting
I recall I kept it real I recall yawl didn't
People paint me as a villain I recall something different
Came with genuine intentions
They did me wrong and played victim
When that henny in my system
That's the time I start venting
I recall I kept it real I recall yawl didn't
Indeed