fever dream

He was epic
He was something
But he wanted what I didn't want, babe
He said "cool "
I said "I'm leaving"
He didn't care about insubstantial feelings

And it was the day I wasn't afraid
To say I felt stupid, worthless, and damn scared
(You know I couldn't)
The dopamine was gone
My adrenaline was blurring slowly

The one that got away
Faster than I could change
And I blame myself for my insincere apology
I wish I could tell you it was you, like I used to
But life has made me toxic
And love has made me ruthless
So one last time
Induce this state of mind
(Cause I really wanna change)
And it's sublime
Delicate can't survive
It's just a fever dream

I was poison
I was dangerous
He was an angel flying with his halo
I said "bye"
He said "stay baby"
I didn't hear the chess game screaming "check mate"

That was the night that we said goodbye
I cried those tears, but they were not even mine
The dopamine was gone
The adrenaline was rushing, burning

The one that got away
Faster than I could change
And I blame myself for my insincere apology
I wish I could tell you it was you, like I used to
But life has made me toxic
And love has made me ruthless
So one last time
Induce this state of mind
(Cause I really wanna change)
And it's sublime
Delicate can't survive
It's just a fever dream

He was so good
He was so bad
Drink your love
And spit it after that
It was so good
It was so bad
Secret letters
Can't spell aftermath

Love is pink
And sadness is blue
Get your heart and hide
You have no clue
Lovers standing
Stealers lying on the floor
We got our dreams and hopes locked behind a door
Living in the past cause vintage is cool
Bring your denim and your heart
And it's all good!

The one that got away
Faster than I could change
And I blame myself for my insincere apology
I wish I could tell you it was you, like I used to
But life has made me toxic
And love has made me ruthless
So one last time
Induce this state of mind
(Cause I really wanna change)
And it's sublime
Delicate can't survive
It's just a fever dream



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Writer(s): Matheus Doyle
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