deep blue

Sunglasses on hide the tears in my eyes
Leave out the back door
The crowds bother me tonight
Drown in a fake smile
They told me im fine
They don't live in my mind
So what gives them the right
Rumors say I'm just dramatic
And I fucked it all up
They say I planned sabotage
Tell me to grow up

I see them watching they're speculating
Their theories are wrong
I'm depressed invalidated
But they keep singing their song

The doctor said "it's deep blue"
But they insist I'm fine
They say get it together
Were embarassed by you
I plaster on a smile
Put on that black suit
So the applause continues
They're watching me
At this piano bleeding
Criticize every note
They say the tears are just for show
Eventually I shut up

I hear them talking
They're speculating
Their melody is wrong
My world is dark blue
But I wear fake sunshine
Just to please you

Counterfeit smile for the cameras
I'm a mess in a Gucci dress
They're demanding
I keep their face pristine
Even if I'm tearing at the seams
Counterfeit smile for the cameras
I'm a mess in a Gucci dress
They're demanding
I keep on smiling
Even if it destroys me
Fake smile on face
Fake sunshine radiates
I think its time to turn the page



Credits
Writer(s): Mariah Maynes
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