bad mood / bad vibe

Shit aint been since Henrietta died
R.I.P my granny main, I can barely step outside
I seen you on that bed
I swear to God that I was froze too
Try my best to keep my head
My soul wanted to go with you
Like what the fuck I'm supposed to do
My mama lost her mama so I know she need a shoulder too
I hold your hand, I kiss your cheek, I know them angels close to you
I'm tryna keep my head up and I'm really tryna focus too
But everything been going bad so now I'm bout to spaz out
That's a lot of shit I'm mad bout
Like that bitch that said she pregnant but she got a different man now
Betterkeep my name up out your damn mouth
All you had to do was keep it real, I would've changed the damn route
Had you all up in my whip, I should've kicked your ass out
Speaking of my whip, that bitch done fucked around and flooded out
Now I ain't got no wheels, I feel like punching somethin what's around or
Who around but I ain't mad at you, you on my bad side
I'm in a bad mood, I got a bad vibe

I can't blame nobody when I'm always helping, need to be more selfish
Doing all these faves like handing out the shovel, digging my own grave
And you would think I love it
Feel like I've been going above and even beyond
For niggas who ain't even go below for me or knee high
And now I see why, my heart I-C-Y
I can't be right, I need to be high
Now tell me how I'm supposed to feel at home, my next door neighbor gone
I was thinking bout my granny, fucked around and dropped my phone
Now the screen cracked, the last straw that broke the camel's back
Be careful how you act, a nigga say too much he might get jacked
come try to get it back, the way I'm feeling it'll get you whacked
It must be worth the risk, it can't be worse than this and that's a fact
My head is spinning, need a new prescription to my vision black
It's been a minute since I felt like winning, losing back to back
I told these niggas that I need some distance cause my mood is bad
Don't need advice, don't need no more new friends, what I'm gon' do with that