Live Like This

I don't really wanna live like this no more
I'm tryna change some things
Change some things
Yeah
I don't really wanna live like this no more
I'm tryna change some things
Change some things
Yeah

Tryna stay away from my old self and just leave him on the shelf
I got too much in my history I'm not tryna rehash
Cuz I don't wanna relapse and end up alone inside a rehab
Got unk who hooked fentanyl like a dead end road at the end of a bad path
Got a lot of family who gonna scrutinize these tracks
Just tryna start a family of my own and that's facts
Before I can have kids of my own I gotta figure out my own life
Before I can think of raising some kiddies gotta treat my wife right
But I couldn't afford a diaper as it stands without them turning off my lights

I don't really wanna live like this no more
I'm tryna change some things
Change some things
Yeah
I don't really wanna live like this no more
I'm tryna change some things
Change some things
Yeah

Mom and pops stayed together overcoming the odds
Kept us out the trailer parks and ghettos when I had bros ain't have no shoes and socks
Tough times came and when it rained they showed when I don't have nothin I still got God
Wish I could do good on their hard work
But economy got me goin berserk
Makes me wish I had a handful of percs to take the edge off
Lies the culture told me left me with crushed dreams of becoming the big boss
Now I'm in Utah running from an old life
Paying for college with odd jobs and more strife
Dealing with the drama of trauma with music and Prozac
Lord knows that
My best ain't all that but

I don't really wanna live like this no more
I'm tryna change some things
Change some things
Yeah
I don't really wanna live like this no more
I'm tryna change some things
Change some things
Yeah
I don't really wanna live like this no more
I'm tryna change some things
Change some things
Yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Logan Ory
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