No longer here

I've come to miss you more
Ill always be waiting for
It isn't the same anymore
Waking up is a chore
No matter where you are
And no matter where you go
I will never be that far
I love you with all my heart
Been so long since, i have seen you,
So much do i miss and need you
Tail wags howling and, your beans too,
Hold in tears, i don't mean too
Made a promise and i can't, come to fail
You, so regardless of how blue
My ship will stay true low, tide or monsoon,
It will still sail through
Even if you're not here, ill carry you with me
You will see the world, and when i finally
Buy that house and the land you dеserve
Ill take a tеnnis ball and to heaven i serve
I serve, and i serve, each day, another
When the neighbors call in bullshit concerns
I'm cutting their phone lines till the mom learns
And if anyone has problems, ill bomb earth
We've been family for what feels like since birth
Always in good standing, even during the worst
No matter how you bit, or i burned
They were accidents, trust didn't have to be earned
I couldn't do much, except love with all my person
Life ain't worth it, a curse that worsens
I won't grab bottle of bourbon,
In turn darken inadvertent
I've come to miss you more
Ill always be waiting for
It isn't the same anymore
Waking up is a chore
No matter where you are
And no matter where you go
I will never be that far
I love you with all my heart
It isn't the same anymore, i still come home
Hoping you'd be here
Out of the shower laying near the door
There's a lot that i need to you to hear
So please listen to me, even with
Everything my room is roomy
I speak to your box, but still, i'm gloomy,
Your pillow is comfy
I know it ain't the same, so sue me,
I love you buddy, it's in ineffable
No story of words, even after study,
It's regrettable
The shit i say seems lackluster, you're incredible
Were inseparable
I guarantee this bullshit is unacceptable
Inexcusable its fucking reprimandable
If anyone drags, ill rip off the jawbone
Now try to talk without a damn mandible
With hands full of enamel,
I'll turn humans to animals
Fucking cowards
Above and below transgress, overstepped,
Made a mess, made me pissed
How un fucking fortunate
Please look down on me from the heavens
You mean everything to me
If i must grow 20-foot wings and must be
Bc, if i must smite everything
I will torch this fucking planet, so there's no
More fucking damage except for me
It'll be quiet, dead silent, no more violence
No more crying, no more dying
I've come to miss you more
Ill always be waiting for
It isn't the same anymore
Waking up is a chore
No matter where you are
And no matter where you go
I will never be that far
I love you with all my heart