In Limbo

I'm scared that these people don't like me
I'm scared that my people might try to fight me
Growing out my hair, I finally don't give a fuck
I took the drums out of this song, I ain't conforming
My grades starting to slip but I ain't mad about it
I hate my school and everyone that's in it
I'm kinda glad the pain is over it's finally ending
I hate the way my teachers make me feel when I don't get it
I hate the way those people made me feel that's unforgiven
Cuz I can't comprehend that shit my head will explode
I can't comprehend the fact I'm at the end of my road
I had a friend call me last night
He said can we hang out for the last time
But I said no
I said I had to work I had to be on my own
I told him lies I cut our ties and then I turned off my phone
Maybe I just got too many friends
My manager asked if I was alright
I said I'm good I'm great
But that was a damn lie
My job is a damn lie
We live in a damn lie
But that was a damn lie
We live in a
See my dad was an artist
Till the money caught up
And all them paintings that went unfinished
Remind me of how all my dreams can diminish
I don't know why but it makes me upset
When I see my friends live in simple ways
Get money and spend it, repeat in a day
But it's hard when you gotta write just to say
And when eject right out of that Malibu
I hope that you know that I'm mad at you
Two times ain't enough
You still knew what you had to do
Guess you too cool for the safe belt
If you care bout the cargo then care bout yourself
Because with out you, the cargo might feel like they have no one else
I don't wanna try to pick a fight
I don't wanna try to pick a side
I just wanna love everyone
But they want me to save one and bury one
And we don't gotta be at war
They want me to stick to and pick a side
But how you expect me to do that
When I don't think anyone's right
I now remember looking up to my parents
Now I look down at em
Take that how you want
I said it will hurt
I said it will hurt
This shit gonna hurt
This shit gonna hurt
I Must make it hurt
How we gonna-
How we gonna go
How we gonna go
How we gonna grow with no pain
How we gonna grow with no pain
How we gonna grow with no pain
Take that how you want
I'm just here to explain
Clear as day
Real simple and plain
I don't play cuz this ain't a game
And I know I'm gonna regret some of these lyrics
But I promise to you imma be honest and to make you feel it
I said it gon hurt
Don't take it to lightly
I know it's gonna end in a fight

So fucking fight me
Fucking fight me
Wanna start a fight then fight me
I'm a yell too highly
Run my mouth like I'm Nike
I'm a make em not like me
I'm a mess up your relationships
I'm a fuck up your relationships
Dropping some truth and some info
I'm a piss you off at the dinner table
I'll bring it up at the dinner table
I'm a make u mad when I'm over
Make you uncomfortable huh
Making you run for your gun
Making you know that I won
Making you know what you done
Make you uncomfortable huh