The MONSTER Inside (feat. Natasha Wynn)
All I need in this life is a sick pair of Chucks
Some comfortable jeans and a thicc chick to oh
Stay smoking that green, indi weed got me stuck
I'm living the dream and now we blowin it up
Maybe that's an exaggeration or a misstated statement about
Just how casually I'm taking these trials and tribulations
That I'm facing everyday in this impossible situation
It's getting hard to breathe, and I can no longer take it
This disease becomes me every time I open my heart
I long to feel a familiar touch but Yours, tears me apart
Now I'm stuck in this place without a way to escape
Rage against the bars of my cage, will it seal up my fate
Try pray away the hate I feel inside my empty soul
But Your grace, can't replace, my need to hold on to control
Now I'm lost inside, and I'm falling away fast
Try to live up to potential while outrunning my past
I'm insistent, with this sixth sense, that I can feel Your distance
And with this pen, Ima rip in, to the cause of all I'm feelin
Let go of my grip on this mask, finally stop concealin
The scarred and ugly face of your very own villain
You break my wings
So I won't learn to fly
Deceitful dreams
Lending hope to lies
Ashamed of all you've seen
You close your eyes
This hate is changing me
And feeding The MONSTER Inside
So sick of this sickness, intrusive thoughts are relentless
The shame comes in waves, in the middle of an ocean that's endless
Infecting every emotion, the end stage is senseless
Thought I was ready for war, but I found myself defenseless
How did it get to this? How did I sink so deep
Do my best to rise above before I sow what I reap
I am begging for Your guidance as I lay me down to sleep
Tried to give away my soul but my soul, You refused to keep
Now in the dark the suffering, a living decay
Steal the pieces of me you want, and watch the rest slip away
Stripped of all humanity forced to fight in these chains
Intoxicated by the venom that's corroding my veins
You break my wings
So I won't learn to fly
Deceitful dreams
Lending hope to lies
Ashamed of all you've seen
You close your eyes
This hate is changing me
And feeding the Monster inside
You break my wings
So I won't learn to fly
Deceitful dreams
Lending hope to lies
Ashamed of all you've seen
You close your eyes
This hate is changing me
And feeding the Monster inside
Some comfortable jeans and a thicc chick to oh
Stay smoking that green, indi weed got me stuck
I'm living the dream and now we blowin it up
Maybe that's an exaggeration or a misstated statement about
Just how casually I'm taking these trials and tribulations
That I'm facing everyday in this impossible situation
It's getting hard to breathe, and I can no longer take it
This disease becomes me every time I open my heart
I long to feel a familiar touch but Yours, tears me apart
Now I'm stuck in this place without a way to escape
Rage against the bars of my cage, will it seal up my fate
Try pray away the hate I feel inside my empty soul
But Your grace, can't replace, my need to hold on to control
Now I'm lost inside, and I'm falling away fast
Try to live up to potential while outrunning my past
I'm insistent, with this sixth sense, that I can feel Your distance
And with this pen, Ima rip in, to the cause of all I'm feelin
Let go of my grip on this mask, finally stop concealin
The scarred and ugly face of your very own villain
You break my wings
So I won't learn to fly
Deceitful dreams
Lending hope to lies
Ashamed of all you've seen
You close your eyes
This hate is changing me
And feeding The MONSTER Inside
So sick of this sickness, intrusive thoughts are relentless
The shame comes in waves, in the middle of an ocean that's endless
Infecting every emotion, the end stage is senseless
Thought I was ready for war, but I found myself defenseless
How did it get to this? How did I sink so deep
Do my best to rise above before I sow what I reap
I am begging for Your guidance as I lay me down to sleep
Tried to give away my soul but my soul, You refused to keep
Now in the dark the suffering, a living decay
Steal the pieces of me you want, and watch the rest slip away
Stripped of all humanity forced to fight in these chains
Intoxicated by the venom that's corroding my veins
You break my wings
So I won't learn to fly
Deceitful dreams
Lending hope to lies
Ashamed of all you've seen
You close your eyes
This hate is changing me
And feeding the Monster inside
You break my wings
So I won't learn to fly
Deceitful dreams
Lending hope to lies
Ashamed of all you've seen
You close your eyes
This hate is changing me
And feeding the Monster inside
Credits
Writer(s): Joshua Schiefelbein
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