The Weight of It

Phone feels heavy in my hand
I just canceled all my plans
I let your thought invade my space
Now you seem more like a man
Don't worry I won't be here long
I'll be just out of your way
Then you'll realize what it's done
I let your thoughts invade my space

I just let the pain surround me
I got used to it
Would you say that if you loved me
Or would rules not permit it
I can take the harder words
Not gonna lose myself again
Now my visions kinda blurred
It's not the same as it has been
Loose yourself in my insecurities
Take the pills it's easier to breathe

I don't think you understand
The way I'm growing up
I don't need you to hold my hand
I just need you to show up
I feel the weight of all the words
Pressing on my head
I've never been the type of girl
To give up and pretend

Not gonna let the pain surround me
I am through with it
Would you say that if you loved me
Or would rules not permit it
I can take the harder words
Not gonna lose myself again
Now my visions kinda blurred
It's not the same as it has been
Loose yourself in my insecurities
Take the pills it's easier to breathe

I feel the world on my shoulders
Got me feeling colder
Getting kinda older
It seems
I'm scared of
All that I don't know
Thinking of your cold bones
Thinking of your no shows again
I feel the world on my shoulders
Got me feeling colder
Getting kinda older
It seems
I'm scared of
All that I don't know
Thinking of your cold bones



Credits
Writer(s): Lily Welch
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