Blatant Disregard

Be warned
Anyone who tries to get too close to me
I will do everything I can to show you all the worst of me
I have locked my feelings inside a place you can't find
And I threw away the key
Everyone I've ever tried to love has gotten rid of me

I want to heal my wounds
But the damage you have left will not allow me to
I am running from the pain inside
Nowhere is safe, not even my mind
I am begging for a chance to feel
The kind of love I know for sure is real
Please tell me I still have a chance
To make things right before my chapter ends

My blatant disregard for love is ripping me apart
From deep within the chasm in my heart
Open up my mind and let the sacred waters flow
Like rivers to the ocean in my soul

I am afraid of what I might become
If I continue trying to fight this on my own
But I cannot allow myself to let you in
There's room for me to grow, but no room for a friend
My constant fear of holding on and never letting go
Has made me too afraid to find someone and grab ahold
So like a flame I kill the love that used to burn inside
And sweep away the ash once the final ember dies

No more fear, no more loss
No more nights spent pacing worried
No one to hold at night, no one to say goodbye
No voice to miss when I'm in silence, no faces to imagine
When I'm all alone

I want to break away
From the thoughts that have me bound and chained
I wanna hear you say my name
I wanna know you feel the same
I would climb the highest mountains with my own two hands
I would walk through the fields of a thousand lands
I would do all the things that I know I can't
Just to find out how it feels to be in love again

My blatant disregard for love is ripping me apart
From deep within the chasm in my heart
Open up my mind and let the sacred waters flow
Like rivers to the ocean in my soul

Like rivers to the ocean in your soul
Let the sacred waters flow
I know the current is too strong
You're barely holding on
That ship has sailed off long ago
But you don't need a boat
Just keep swimming through your mind
And you might be surprised
By what you find deep within

Like rivers to the ocean in your soul
Let the sacred waters flow
You've been swimming long enough
You're running out breath
There's no time for you to get your head above the water
So just keep on pushing through
The end is getting closer
It's time to come back to me

Blatant disregard for love
Is eating me up, it's ripping me up from deep within
Alter my path in life
Before I end up down a road from which I can't return

Your blatant disregard for love is ripping you apart
From deep inside the chasm in your heart
Open up your mind and let the sacred waters flow
Like rivers to the ocean in your soul



Credits
Writer(s): John Davis Ii
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