Getting There

No yeah I'm fine
I'm just tired you know

My face doesn't express as much as I feel
But in my defense I thought it did
I've been told I acted thirty since birth
But my skull's the headstone for a little kid
Who looked into the mirror and saw somebody else
And now that I know who to be I'm still not quite myself

My room's not at its worst, though it's getting there
Playing games is fun but wanting to is rare
I'm stifled in the silence but I'm blinded in the sound
So I guess I'm just between things right now

They say my book is open but they don't care to read
So I take the fall since I'm aloof
My friends long gone all told me the truth
So I still believe that gullible is written on the roof
Maybe I'll find it one day while I'm staring sat in bed
Too anxious to lay back down too tired to leave instead

My sleep's not at its worst though it's getting there
Talking to friends is fun but reaching out is rare
My creative drive has sputtered but I have to make a sound
So I guess I'm just between things right now

No yeah it was great to see you again
I'll talk to you soon

I'm not okay today but I'm getting there
I'm not okay today but I'm getting there
I'm not okay today but I'm getting there
Tomorrow's one more day and I swear I'm getting there

My mood's not at its worst though it's getting there
At least now I have ways to get me out of here
My progress isn't clear yet but my thoughts don't ring as loud
So I guess I'm just between things right now



Credits
Writer(s): Dakota Allred
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