Nights Like This

What do you need from me
I ain't trynna talk for free
I'm feeling like Martin
When he was dreaming bout wifing up beady bead
You got what I want and need
You wanted my soul to bleed
You watching me struggle to break your heart
Don't know if I'm gon be freed
Baby you holding the greatest potential
It's almost essential to keep you around
Body a temple you welcome me into it
Although you planning on tearing it down
How do we always end up in this situation
You would think that we learned from the past
But we didn't
I don't know if I want us to last
None of this is healthy it's been affecting my cardio
Saying that I'm just a friend, kinda the truth
But I'm not Mario
I know you think you a peach
But rescuing you isn't part of the plan
Funny we made it to frenemies
When this all started cause you were a fan
I don't think you understand
I shouldn't have taken the role
Somewhere through all of the pain
I started connecting with your soul
There ain't no making it right
There ain't no making it whole
The longer we keep up the fight
The quicker I turn into Cole

Fighting back my demons
Looking for a reason
Not to let this go to my head
Fighting back my demons
This is not my season
Nights like this I lay in my bed
And think

Tell me what you want
Tell me what you need
Tell me what you want from me
Let me know
Let me know

And I'll get it back
Promise that
I'm gon make it work
With this time
Seeing why I shoulda been working on me first
I believed you were trying
But I know that you a flirt
If we end it this time
Then I know it's gone be worse
Cause you see no wrong in what you doing
Fluent in all you pursuing
How long is this gonna last
There ain't much longer I'm gon be a student
You Jean Grey, manipulating me for some cheesecake
Please take, all of the memories
Keep the keys safe
Maybe
I just ain't ready to love again
Or maybe
This is how part of my story ends
Love shouldn't be a fight like this
That's why I'm sitting, reminiscing on a night like this

Fighting back my demons
Looking for a reason
Not to let this go to my head
Fighting back my demons
This is not my season
Nights like this I lay in my bed
And think



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Writer(s): Cameron London
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