Bipolar

Why did I put myself
Through this pain again
All the bloody rain
Beauty and the pain
Why did I think it was gon' be
Differently, you're kissing me
But we both know
It's not gonna change
She's cold but I'm colder
'Cause I'm never sober
Sins on my shoulder
I'm seeing double vision
Yea, I think I'm bipolar
She smile that it's over
And these ain't lyrics
These are just the things that I told her

Yea, the things that I told her
Yea, But she wasn't listening
Told her that she loved me
But it wasn't that convincing
Now I'm reminiscing in the songs that i'm singing
Is this really how it ends
Told her baby don't pretend
Getting real high again
Yea, I'm searching for the answers
Yea, confessing to the pastor
That everything single heartache
Fucking ends up a disaster

Woke up in a hearse
Yea, there's blood in this verse
Got a twenty five and a
Glock in her purse
Yea, you call it rebirth
But my heart's still a curse
No more false promise
Told her kick the curb, the curb

Left her face down in the dirt
Next time I seen her was in a hearse
So much for goodbyes
So much for next time
Hate it when I get sad
Fuck it I don't miss that
Cut it up and put it in my spirit
And I split that
Two cups, two blunts
Too much love hurts
Smoking marijuana
I remember I put drugs first

Why did I put myself
Through this pain again
All the bloody rain
Beauty and the pain
Why did I think it was gon' be
Differently, you're kissing me
But we both know
It's not gonna change
She's cold but I'm colder
'Cause I'm never sober
Sins on my shoulder
I'm seeing double vision
Yea, I think I'm bipolar
She smile that it's over
And these ain't lyrics
These are just the things that I told her



Credits
Writer(s): Derek O Brien
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