Pain

My daddy thinks I don't love him
My mama thinks I'm a fool
Ain't spoke to my "friends" in months
And a year for them kids at school
Ain't happy to say I duck them I just ain't trying to be food
Am I therefore your enemy because I tell you the truth
Discerning me as insane do anything to refuse
Eternity to gain and not a lot more to lose
Got real sick of them burning me
Froze my heart inside a noose
Man I'm just glad God got me loose but when it thawed
Found out I'm still stuck with the

Pain pain pain
Why you want to live in fear
Can't see real it's smeared yeah yeah
Pain pain pain
You look too deep and that's on your God
Everything here's so clear

Heard old Timmy's on his side
He's been saying that the world's coming over
He must be out his damn mind
I miss the guy we knew before he got sober

Even then ya'll didn't care
I was down all ya'll did was stare
Can't come around weren't with me there
Can't make it sound it isn't fair
Know what I'm about you're gonna see I swear
Take that back though it's hard to forget
This strength in my back from God it's a gift
I'm breaking my slack though it's hard to relive
Yeah it's hard to forgive but I still do it
Because the darkness I been through
Wickedness I been fluent
Can't fool a mans mind who's been ruined
I was writing these lines in my bedroom
Seeing all these signs made my head zoom
Must be something divine that led him to Him
Just know that I'm fine
I'm just fed up doing what I know is sewing up

Pain pain pain
Please open up your ears
It all ain't what it appears yeah yeah
Pain pain pain
Ignorance don't reap and that's on my God
I don't want to share in those tears

The whole world is on it's side
Every moment the Day it only gets closer
We're all running out of time
The story awaits it's longly written closure



Credits
Writer(s): Connor Insogna
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